That Turning Point
Let start 2017's entry with this kind of pondering session. Ya.. it's already 1 and 1/2 month pass the new year. But who cares??
I know everyone of us has or had face this kind of situation. The situation that put you into 'turning point' junction. It is the junction where you have 2 choices to make. Either to move ahead OR to return back. You hardly can decide which one to choose.
The thing that you are sure is the path ahead will full of unknown where the only thing you sure is you will face all new challenges, see unseen thing, feel different feel. A new world, Just a new world for you... And the scary thing is YOU ARE NOT SURE where, and when the path will end.
On the other hand, the path of returning back is just a normal world where you have been gone through. The same air, the same sight. But you know it for sure, you will stuck forever in your "comfort zone".
Do you still remember back then when you are slightly going to give up to 'hafaz' the surah in Muqaddam? I suddenly remember this when it come to the choices i have to make. This is the junction once i puzzled to choose. Either to give up the hafazan and not going to Kafa school or just hop on the van, go to the Kafa school and meet the Ustaz and get 'rotan' if I recite it wrongly.
Alhamdulillah, I choose to go to Kafa school and face all the challenges ahead ( getting scolded and rotan by Ustaz is the most great crisis i felt during that time).
And now again here i am, RIGHT NOW, standing in the junction where i have to choose whether to continue study Japanese language that is SUPERHARD for me, along with the not-really-supportive environment i had or, just surrender and just focus to another thing that i am good at that surely will build my own self-esteem.
But Alhamdulillah, i got huge support from my parents and some of the friends who knew that what struggle i face currently. I try to get up back slowly despite the fast-pace environment i had. I try to catch up my own pace. Find the right way. I know i will always face the 'Monster' which is my own mindset who usually whispering "Nayhh,, you cannot do this". Ready to combat all the negativity. This is the turning point you have to choose. IT IS HARD, FOR SURE but... "If you want something you never had, you have to do something that you have never done( anynomous)"
And you who are reading remember this.. "Hidup ini adalah pilihan, dan pilihan itu adalah milik kamu".
I know everyone of us has or had face this kind of situation. The situation that put you into 'turning point' junction. It is the junction where you have 2 choices to make. Either to move ahead OR to return back. You hardly can decide which one to choose.
The thing that you are sure is the path ahead will full of unknown where the only thing you sure is you will face all new challenges, see unseen thing, feel different feel. A new world, Just a new world for you... And the scary thing is YOU ARE NOT SURE where, and when the path will end.
On the other hand, the path of returning back is just a normal world where you have been gone through. The same air, the same sight. But you know it for sure, you will stuck forever in your "comfort zone".
Do you still remember back then when you are slightly going to give up to 'hafaz' the surah in Muqaddam? I suddenly remember this when it come to the choices i have to make. This is the junction once i puzzled to choose. Either to give up the hafazan and not going to Kafa school or just hop on the van, go to the Kafa school and meet the Ustaz and get 'rotan' if I recite it wrongly.
Alhamdulillah, I choose to go to Kafa school and face all the challenges ahead ( getting scolded and rotan by Ustaz is the most great crisis i felt during that time).
And now again here i am, RIGHT NOW, standing in the junction where i have to choose whether to continue study Japanese language that is SUPERHARD for me, along with the not-really-supportive environment i had or, just surrender and just focus to another thing that i am good at that surely will build my own self-esteem.
But Alhamdulillah, i got huge support from my parents and some of the friends who knew that what struggle i face currently. I try to get up back slowly despite the fast-pace environment i had. I try to catch up my own pace. Find the right way. I know i will always face the 'Monster' which is my own mindset who usually whispering "Nayhh,, you cannot do this". Ready to combat all the negativity. This is the turning point you have to choose. IT IS HARD, FOR SURE but... "If you want something you never had, you have to do something that you have never done( anynomous)"
And you who are reading remember this.. "Hidup ini adalah pilihan, dan pilihan itu adalah milik kamu".
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