Kertas Kosong

Kalau ditanya aku, apa perkara yang telah berlaku tapi masih segar di ingatan, banyak sebenarnya. tapi hari ini aku nak kongsi salah satunya. Masih segar di ingatan termasuklah aromanya. Kadang2 aku tengah buat kerja, aku boleh teringat peristiwa tu secara tiba2, macam hari ni, sebab tu aku rasa nak kongsi. Waktu tu, aku dengan kawan2 intern aku dah check-in hotel di chitose, sebab esoknya dah nak balik Malaysia. Tamat sudah tempoh internship kami selama 3 bulan. Jadi malam terakhir di bumi Hokkaido, kami pun berjalan keluar ambil angin yang bakal dirindui(memang, sekarang terlalu rindu aku akan bayu Hokkaido). Balik dari hotel,berbekalkan roti dan onigiri yang kami beli dari 7-11 berdekatan hotel,kami pun nak terus masuk ke bilik. Tapi, sedang naik tangga menuju bilik, lalu berdekatan dapur, tiba2 hidung aku dapat menangkap satu aroma yang tidak asing lagi dan aroma yang aku rindu setelah tiga bulan di Hokkaido, mengingatkan aku akan tanah tempat tumpah darahku. Bau nasi lemak! Namun,...

Konnichiwa!! Aku yakin, siapa yang baca entry ni,  mesti dah baca entry first aku tu. Kalau belum pun, takpelah. So, baca tajuk dah tahu kan nak cerita apa. Mari kita belajar cara2 membasuh tandas di jepun.. Haha. Okay, takdelah step by step, tapi aku just nak bagitahu yang di Jepun, masih lagi gunakan cara manual untuk membasuh tandas. Kalau dekat Malaysia kan selalunya guna berus ke apa untuk sental, tapi di sini, di Rusutsu Hotel, kami masih menggunakan tangan lengkap bersama glove untuk menyental bahagian paling dalam lubang tandas itu.Muahahah. Siapa tak culture shock weyh, bila first day kerja dah kena sental toilet dalam onsen macam tu. Just guna tuala putih je sebagai alat, so memang kena celup tangan la. Dengar macam gelikan. Tapi sebab senior worker dah tunjuk cara macam tu, kena ikut jela, dia pun rilek je buat. Bila tanya kenapa masih guna tangan, katanya untuk menjamin kebersihan. Tapi jangan bimbang, kitorang pakai gloves kot. And fyi, tandas diorang ni,...

Good morning to my dear readers :) To start with, let me be honest that i just finished watching this Korean drama series which made a huge hit amongst Korean & of course Malaysian. Crash landing On You. Main character is Hyun Bin.. aha,, let me declare first, i am not a fan of Hyun Bin but might be Ri Jeong Hyuk(the hero name in this drama) And it is my first drama series in 2020. Haha, nothing to be proud of, thought i wouldn't watch any drama this year except the awaiting drama which IU and Park Seo Jun will be starred in. Okay, enough of TMI dear..  Back to the main topic, after finished watching the drama, i have this strong urge to speak out my mind regarding the female actresses from this drama. The lead actress and co-lead actress. And this is my first time that i adore both lead and co-lead actress in the drama. Snap it Ain!  You love both lead couple & co-lead couple isn't? It is a rare occasion right? How can it be? Ouh ya, for those who are not watch...

Have you ever experienced the heart flattering moment? i got no idea on how to explain the science behind this phenomena. So i do google honestly. In google, they stated that heart flatter is happening when you are falling in love and the fight & flight reaction activated, then some hormone release so it make your heart beat faster. AWAIT !!  Am i going to continue explaining the science part??? Better don't Ain, you are not an expert in medical field (even though you are almost to). So, going back to the topic. Have you ever feel that? Take a moment, and think.. The feeling when you are falling in love. Ouh ya.. and pleaseee.. widen your definition of love. Love can come from many forms. Relationship with family, friends, spouse, crush, cat, pet, favourite flower or including your k-pop singer. (aha! got you !). So.. i would assume you ever felt that right? The condition where you like it too much and it excite you and your heart wanna pop out from your chest. But this momen...

Sebelum memulakan bicara di ruangan Kertas Kosong ini, aku membaca semula coretan-coretan yang dah aku lakarkan di sini. Aku bersyukur kerana aku mampu meluahkan perasaan dengan kata-kata. Dibaca semula coretan tentang kematian orang kesayangan aku, Cik Tapa... Ya sampai sekarang aku dan sepupu-sepupu masih tak mampu memanggil arwah cik tapa, kami lagi selesa memanggil nama sahaja, mungkin tanda sisa rindu sentiasa ada. Hari berganti hari, tahun berganti tahun, arwah pergi tapi bukan kenangannya, sehinggakan minggu lepas saat aku dan ibu menunggu ayah & adik lelaki aku membeli barang mereka, sambil menunggu di ruangan barangan lelaki, ibu tiba-tiba bersuara, "ibu kalau tengok barang2 lelaki ni, masih lagi teringat nak belikan ke cik Tapa".. aku tahu, tak pernah sekalipun ibu tak merindukan adik kesayangannya. Tapi aku berlagak macho dan gagah, hanya senyum dan bertanya, "ibu selalu ye hadiahkan cik tapa barang macam ni dulu?". Padahal, aku juga merindukan Cik ...

To be honest, i am currently not in a stable mood, the unnecessary overthinking. and the desire to compare my life with others. And each time this moment come by, those lullaby that console my unknown heart is this song DEAR NAME - IU Undeniably IU is my only favorite Korean solo artist so far, even though Seventeen come after as favorite K-pop group and Akdong Musician as favorite duet group. Okay, More than one isnt. But, for sure my taste of music mostly fulfilled by IU's song. I dont know if that is because she wrote her own lyrics or because of the melody. Aha, must be both. Mana kan indah irama tanpa liriknya. Back to her song, Dear Name. it contain deep meaning and not easy to comprehend. Some say it is because of the Sewol Tragedy. But the lyrics somehow resonance to my untold feeling. The words that hardly uttered. Here are the lyrics translation. I advice you to read while listen to the song. especially during this performance. https://youtu.be/tANNOmdIwXs [Vers...