The other friend of mine
The best way to clarify things in your head, to sooth your heart in some way, is by writing up all the mix feeling,all the concern thing in your diary. Even if you have no diary, just take a paper & pen and start writing. I have no proper book before to call as a diary,but later after 2 year of doing writing in a piece of paper and throw away after(or keep in textbook.haha) , i start to have one when i was in Form 3 i guess. Spill all thing in that paper with all your heart. Just be yourself in that piece of paper. Try to be bias to yourself, i mean, write the things that will make you feel better,that support yourself,that tell the true story of yourself, no one can judge you. write what you feel. The most important thing, conclude your writing with 'bersyukur pada Allah atas hikmah yang masih perlu aku cari' or in any way that make you feel blessed. Sebab kita hamba Allah. Treat your diary as your companian. I always treat my diary as 'the other friend of min